if I keeP a cOveR On My heaRT

I’ve got your picture that you gave to me

And it’s signed with love just like it used to be

The only thing different, the only thing new

I’ve got your picture, she’s got you…

(via cosmicallybeautiful)

I know you think that I shouldn’t still love you

Or tell you that

But if I didn’t say it

Well, I’d still have felt it

Where’s the sense in that?

I promise I’m not trying to make your life harder

Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship

And I won’t put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I’m in love and always will be…

(Source: curiossity, via nutellacoatedstrawberries)

I wanted to see you one last time.

I think deep down I knew it was over, but I just wanted to make sure.

I didn’t want to wonder the rest of my life. I didn’t want to go on not knowing.

Seeing you make me realize I’m not over you. I don’t think I ever will be.

I can live without you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you with everything in me.

And at the same time, I despise every ounce of your being.

(Source: iwhyneitrealhard, via nutellacoatedstrawberries)

Why can’t I be happy for once in my life?

Why can’t I have fun with real friends and real smiles?

Why do I have to sit in my bed every single night crying because I’m so unhappy with myself.

Why can’t it be me?

For once I want to be happy.

I want to be able to go to sleep without shedding a tear.

Please, I want to smile, even just for a while.

(Source: cosmicallybeautiful, via cosmicallybeautiful)

you can’t hold moments in your hands

only in your heart.

and you cannot recreate moments

because the feelings will never be the same.

and that is sad and that is painful

and that makes endings difficult.

(via cosmicallybeautiful)

Sometimes you have to stop thinking so much and just go where your heart takes you. 

Sometimes you have to watch the broken pieces fall, no matter how much you want to fix them. 

Sometimes you have to let someone walk away, even though you want them to stay.

(Source: cosmicallybeautiful, via cosmicallybeautiful)

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(via sometimesiwonderiflllivewithoutu)

I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I’m not naive. 

I know what it feels like to be completely broken

and I’m all too familiar with what it feels like to hurt. 

I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh. 

I’ve been taken advantage of and used. 

My feelings have been completely disregarded, 

but I still believe all people are good at heart, 

and my trust has not comepletely been diminished. 

To be honest,

I hope it never fully does. Ever.

(Source: tiptoethroughthesky, via cosmicallybeautiful)

This was supposed to be the easy part.

But breaking down is what I found hard.

Now I’m wearing this smile that I don’t believe in.

Inside, I feel like screaming…

I’m finding out in the hardest way,

The consequence of every mistake I’ve ever made.

(Source: cosmicallybeautiful, via cosmicallybeautiful)

I wish I didn’t feel this way anymore
I wanna escape so I chase the clouds
Gotta let the rain fall down
I wish I didn’t feel the blame anymore
Why’d you go away?
Why’d you let me down?
You got me chasing clouds
So lonely now you’re not around

(via morist)